=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= master? ------- Looking at himself in the mirror....reflecting back a stud in tight black leather pants, a fishnet shirt, and a leather collar with a silver metal ring. Attached to that ring is a short chain. The chain is used more for fun and looks than anything else. After this last passing glance, he's on his way out. On his way to _The Dungeon_, the premiere bondage club, he ponders his expectations of the night. Why is he even going? Will he feel like a poser because he's not really into bondage all that much? Some people make it a lifestyle; they own a wide array of whips, nipple clamps, paddles, and other "torturous" toys and use them on a regular basis. Some couples even go as far as role-playing: That is, the slave/master bit. The master being called 'top' (dominant) and the slave being called 'bottom' (submissive). =-= The bondage scene is not very "society-orientated;" most people in the lifestyle (scene) do not talk about it publicly. And if they do, it's most likely that they do it more for attention or fashion than getting actual pleasure out of it. The rumor about bondage is that it is all pain, pain, pain, and no pleasure. This misrepresents the whole meaning of bondage; as the majority of people who engage in the act of bondage really do enjoy it. There are certain degrees of bondage: one being the type of person that is very hardcore about it, and actually gets into the painful part of it. The big question for them is, "What is my partner's pain-threshold?" These people are quite heavily into flogging, melting hot wax, biting, nipple clamps with teeth on the end (ends being the part that squeezes the nipple), small amounts of electric shock, and vigorous paddling. Another type are the ones who are not into pain at all. They may use handcuffs, telephone cord for the phreaks, cat-5 cable for the haxors, rope, duct or electrical tape, gentle biting, ice, hot wax, and whips and paddles as well, but only teasingly. The last type, where the majority falls in, is a combination of both. This is where the term "pleasurable pain" comes in. To clear up confusion, melting candle wax on a partner is both a pleasurable and painful experience. It's all psychological; if you want to be pleasured from it, that's the result you'll get. Same goes for "pain." =-= As he arrives, he scans the dance floor and checks out the action. Anything can happen at these kinds of places. He wonders if there are any computer-literate grrrls in the house tonight. As he's thinking that, he looks at the beauty and forgets about the brains. Some hot chixors come up and teasingly tug on his chain. He feels more insecure by the moment. He watches the action on the stage; there is a big St. Andrew's cross, to which someone is bound, and getting "the royal treatment." Wow, there are a lot of seemingly hardcore people here.... He wonders if he is in over his head when he's getting pulled over to a corner and asked if he's like to join in the menage de trois. Fr3aKy. The swirling colorful lights, the loud fast techno music, all the people, all the blackness..... was overwhelming. He escaped the "friendly" atmosphere. In the men's room, he looked himself in the eye in the mirror. He could have fun here, if he would just relax. But he had absolutely no control here. He just can't get the hang of this whole bondage scene; he feels so out-of-place and so out of control. He feels so insecure, as he realizes he isn't into this scene, and that makes him feel that he is *being* controlled. (No no no, I need to be in a place where i understand the system and control it). This place was the sort that his mother had warned him not to go to, for fear of her son coming back corrupted. ;) Just then, he realized that he is such a poser that he'd better go home and practice. He blows goodbye kisses to the grrrlies and goes home, to his computer. But he does some serious thinking....he wants to break into this scene. He needs to practice, gain skills, but with who? Brainstorming, he gets connected and peruses the Yahoo Personal Ads. Ha, here we go, an innocent sounding grrrl with a wicked website. It's time to practice..... Sitting and staring at the blank screen momentarily, he is suddenly hit with exactly what he should write: "I'm a 23yo DWM (dominant white male) Sadist 5'10" 180# w/medium length black hair, and blue eyes. I have a B.A. in Cinema and I presently work in the construction trade. I was involved in a six yr. BDSM (bondage/S&M) relationship when I was in the Philippines. I would still be in that relationship, but my slave got her stupid ass arrested. From the tone of your post, I would be pleased to correspond with you. You seem like a sub who will require an extremely short leash. I enjoy that. To give you a preview of some of the discipline you will endure under my ministra- tion. I have extensive experience in the use of flogs, paddles, crops, bamboo canes, switch,cat belt etc. U will know crucifixion, mummification, suspension, and sensory deprivation. I will use hot wax, ice, and nipple clamps on your nipples and bound breasts. Ropes,chains,cuffs,tape, gags etc.will be used on your squirmming body. Toys of various shapes and sizes will invade your dripping cunt and puckered ass. There will be days, when you disobey me, that you have so many cloths pins and surgical clamps on your sweat drenched body that you will be certain of your impending madness. You will experience heart pounding fear, bone chilling pain, and mind numbing ecstasy in the same breath. And that's when you'll know that you are truly mine. My masochist submissive.....my slave. If this is the relationship that you need, e-mail me and we will discuss it. But be advised, I am a strict Master. And if you disobey me, these things WILL happen to you. E-mail to: nimbus38@mychoice.net " .....and he hit the send button. For a split second, he could imagine himself doing these things and felt he had control over the "scene" as well...... *hmph* a few more letters like this and he will be master. =-= *this "scene" can be fun, but is not for everyone* SkiNFloweR skinflower@cyberjunkie.com =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, Submissions = = Mail: jericho@dimensional.com (Mail is welcomed) = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = To receive new issues through mail, mail jericho@dimensional.com with = = "subscribe fuck". 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